I've not been having a very good day. For some reason my anxiety is through the roof today. Occasionally I get it in my head that nothing is going right for me. That's when I start to feel hopeless. As for today, this feeling started early this morning. I did not get a good night sleep, so that already sets me up for a crappy day. My gas light came on in the car as I was driving a friend to work, and all of a sudden I thought, this car gets horrible gas mileage, I need a new car! So guess what I've been doing for the last four hours. Making lists on what I want out of a new car. I have also been on EBay checking out what they have to offer. Now, in no way can I afford a new car, and technically there's nothing wrong with the car I have now, but still. The feeling came over me, so I've wasted the better part of the morning feeding my craziness! Oh well, I still feel that I've made leaps and bounds over what my OCD used to be like. More on the worst of the worst later!
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